Sunday, December 10, 2006

H.U.R.T. ??


Penah dikecewakn? Penah clash? Penah sayang sum1 sgt2 tp then they lie to you? well,i have. penah dengar lagu nirina : hari ini,esok & seterusnye? a very meaningful song to me.. bile dkecewakn,kdg2 kite rase dunia x adil..rase nak mati..rase nak campak smua brg yg ade..[neyh dr persepsi smua org kay..] tp nape kna rase camtu? segan? psl bgtw dye yg kite sker dye? so what? biar lah dye tw.if he doesnt care enough how u feel,then he's not the rite one for ya.. forget him & move on! well,easy to say than done,rite? aku pon ngah mengalami da same feeling rite now..rase sedey..kecewa..hurt.. nak lepas xley..aku bkn jns mengamok² neyh..aku mampu nanges jer ble sedey..saat² neyh tbayang muke² org yg aku penah kecewakan.. hurm..so this is how it felt to be hurt? aku xtau ape itu setia + kejujuran cz ble aku syg gler² kat sum1,he lied. wut is love also? juz to get hurt? i dunt think so.. why been in love if u know u gonna hurt ?? well,that what people call taking a chance + risk. life wont be fun without risk,sometimes.. im hurt..but im still alive..and im grateful for that..juz the words "i never like u more than a friend,i treat you not more than a friend,so how can u say u like me?" that is sooo hurtful..its feel like he doesnt really care ur existence. if i die,i dont think he will care enough to visit my grave.. its hurt..its sad..but its LIFE.. i cry when im sad.i on9 when im sad.i cannot sleep + eat when im sad and thats suxx. im still hurt.its hurt enough to think that sum1 you really like dont even bother that ur alive.. its hurt..


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